The Hidden Pain…
It tore me apart when she told me she got me of the water,
It was not a blood relation and I was not a part of her…
I was told many times that I was not from the real world,
Since she was not born of me so I had no right on her to hold…
No wonder she would emotionally abuse me leaving me in a pain,
For this I explained her politely and at times shouted like an insane…
She was maybe raised without any affection and a rejection,
That this was all she learned and had to offer me then…
Wondering about her existence she could never live her dreams,
Somewhere inside her my loving words hurt her it seemed…
There is a big difference between the realty and the choices we make,
Longing for a mother’s love from someone else would never take away the pain…
Sometimes as things come in our way we take them as God’s wishes,
His blessings and His choices that is good for us in this life…
Like a lost child she came to me looking for love,
To me she came to me as a gift from heaven above…
It broke my heart when she asked me to go back,
As I was not her blood and I should return to the water…
Life would change now though for both of us,
She to find her blood and me to swim in the waters…
© 2016 Pimmi Nag
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